I’m on episode 5. Fucked up show. Good, though.
Something really wrong with the mother.
Yup on We Heart It
It was really, really nice for a little while, and then it went back to being gloomy, and covered, and snowing, and my mood just went downhill.
Yesterday was a long day at work, I became really frustrated with the HCAS and everything there, and then I went over to babes house, and it was good, cause I love being around him, but we never know what to do.
There’s absolutely nothing to do in this area unless it’s summer. It’s still too cold to do anything outside, and other than the movie theatre and bowling alley, there’s no inside activity thing to do. And it’s just really upsetting. He’s always doing things and hanging out with his friends, but when it comes to hanging out with me, we never know what to do..and it’s upsetting. I’m really getting tired of staying in his bed and watching movies and tv shows all the time. I love staying in and cuddling, but some times I just wish we could go out and go on a date, or do stuff.
So I was already miserable, and then I started feeling bad about never knowing what to do, and I couldn’t help but cry. And then I was fine, and then felt like shit again, and cried again. :/
And then I come home to my parents fighting over a god damn ceiling fan.
That touched my heart. Kinda almost teared up.
I fell asleep around 10, though :/
Ugh. Another 12. And it’s bath day for my client, so I have to rush to get him up and into the tub room before all the HCAs take it.
I’ve been there over a week, an I can honestly say that although there are a few that are amazing with the residents, the majority of them are rude, and disrespectful, and humiliating the residents. And it pisses me off. There’s no fucking wonder certain residents are violent and angry with them every time they come near.
I’d punch you too if you were treating me this way and making fun of me when I say I’m in pain. It’s disgusting.
I’m sore everywhere. Ready to sleep.
And back at it tomorrow at 645.